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Where'd you go
By: Fort Minor

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time with,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
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8:44 PM

hahaz.. hi.. yupz its me again.. hahaz.. finally i can stop smiling.. been forcing out a smile for the whole day.. juz cant smile.. cuz of her.. hahaz.. been wearing this fake sile the whole day.. hahaz.. haiz.. i havin this bad feeling again abt her.. i need some reassurance man.. haiz.. i bet if i dun msg her.. all i will get is gud morning and gud night msges.. hahaz.. haiz.. and i am sick again.. hahaz.. but no one cares anyway.. hahaz.. i shall go hide in my bed now.. and see if she msges me.. hahaz.. she would only msg me or call me if she reads this blog.. hahaz.. i juz need some reassurance man.. maybe its juz me.. but it couldnt hurt for more enthusiastic smses or calls.. she only msg me when i msg her.. and her replies always sounds dead.. if i dun msg her..i would be ignored the whole day man.. i really hope wat i did for her on sat was appreciated.. hahaz..

i shall go be my hermit now.. bye bye everyone


; TURNING INSANE ON 17.2.04

4:00 PM

I juz wanna be doted on.. is this too much to ask for? hahaz.. i wanna feel special to tat most special someone in my life.. haiz.. am i tinking too much? but all i ask for is so simple.. to let me feel special.. simple calls, sms, or juz a bit more attention.. but i get none.. hahaz.. nvm.. wonder if she will even read this.. hahaz.. i juz wanna speak my mind out anyway...


; TURNING INSANE ON 16.2.04

10:44 AM

hahaz.. happy belated v-day everyone! hahaz.. v-day was great.. yupz yupz.. now im mugging for test.. hahaz.. haiz.. i wish she could maybe treat me better? hahaz.. not tat she treat me bad.. juz tat.. i wanna be treated special sometimes.. hahaz.. wat am i toking abt.. hahaz.. everyone enjoy urselves.. bye bye


; TURNING INSANE ON

4:48 PM

elloz.. hahaz.. rotting at home.. hahaz.. i found out something.. gud friends spends so much time wif his gal fren.. and my gal fren spends so much time wif her frenz.. hahaz.. den i left alone.. hahaz.. nvm nvm.. life is like this.. live wif it.. haiz.. i find life getting more redundant.. hahaz.. i tink the next update for my bloggie will be a long long time away.. hahaz.. bye bye


; TURNING INSANE ON 8.2.04