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Y INSANITY.
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Where'd you go
By: Fort Minor

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time with,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
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5:40 AM

MORNING EVERYONE!!!
hahaz.. just reached home.. hmmm.. went bowling and injured my wrist.
and i really realise i am not born for bowling.
anyway first time shopping at mustafa at 4AM!!!!
im seriously crazy.. anyway jacq ah.. some girls are not as understanding as u wor.
they would get jealous if their bf hug some other girl.
anyway i wont experience that for a long time ahead of me.
Was chatting with chantel just now, and remembered a lesson well learnt in my primary school..... "Life is never fair"
Keep that in mind everyone, cuz no one but yourself is gonna be there when u are being treated unfairly..

In life, you win some, you lose more


; TURNING INSANE ON 27.5.06

6:46 PM

boredom.. lets hope the agency call me again so i can pass my time..
watching xmen3 this coming sat.. hope its gud.. hmmmm.. sometimes i wonder if having a relationship is good or bad?
Having a partner

PROS
Having someone to be there for u when u need it
Having someone to hug and kiss u
Having someone to listen to you
Having someone to care for

CONS
Having to always be there for someone whether its big or small
Not being able to hug and kiss other ppl
Having to always listen to someone whether u like it or not
Having someone that u always need to care for every min of the day

......Whatever


; TURNING INSANE ON 25.5.06

3:34 AM

Just ate 2 ba zhang.. hahaz.. kinda love ba zhang even though they are so oily and bad for digestion.. hahaz.. could still remember last year, i had them with someone special, but owells tats tats, i'll look forward to having them with some new special people.. anyone interested? hahaz..


Giving everything is never enough


; TURNING INSANE ON 21.5.06

2:52 AM

hahaz.. she enjoyed her trip to hong kong very much i guess.. at least she didnt have to go wif me, bet she wouldn't have enjoyed it as much..
anyway about scary move 4,
funny is funny, but its not as funny as its predecessors, or maybe i just couldnt laugh as much..
hmmm.. xmen 3 better not be disappointing..
and should listen to this,
http://media.libsyn.com/media/mb/tmbs-060515-no_more_bird.mp3
damn funny podcast..
cheerios ppl, and most importantly, cheerios to myself


; TURNING INSANE ON 20.5.06

1:19 AM

just watched da vinci code.. hmmmm heres my criticism on it..
In comparism to the book,
the stroyline moved pretty slow with many chases which made me fall asleep..
didnt felt the majesty of all the historical relations..
actors did their roles well, but overall the movie lost its suspense factor, the thriller feel to it..
all these is maybe juz my bias due to the reading of the book


; TURNING INSANE ON 19.5.06

4:48 AM

just came home from drinking.. second time this yr tat i see my fren dead drunk on their bdae, and second time i took care of them..
hahaz.. sent him home and happy bdae bro.. got to know quite a cute gal today, but dun tink will ever see her again in my life though.. hahahz.. anyway drank quite a lot, but not high enuf to even feel any nausea..
Not sleepy though.. Take care everyone and cheerios


; TURNING INSANE ON 18.5.06

12:47 AM

4 words for today..
I suddenly miss her...
Dunno for wat reason..


; TURNING INSANE ON 15.5.06

9:31 PM

hahaz.. sorry ppl.. com downed for gud.. 2 weeks already.. supposed to come back soon.. *praying hard*
went back to school to find sylvia lim.. but she wasnt there.. hahaz.. wanted to tell her it was a job well done..
stupid toshiba taking so long to repair my lappy so using my desktop to update my bloogie..
and ppl should watch MI3!! not a bad show.. storyline was okae but action was gud..
upcoming movies to watch:
Scary Movie
Da Vinci Code
Xmen 3
Superman

anyway cheerios ppl


; TURNING INSANE ON 8.5.06